Hello Everyone

Well hello there, It's nice to meet you.  I am starting this blog not really knowing what to do with it.  Apparently I can just write anything and some people will read it and like it maybe even think it's interesting and then again, some might not.  Let me introduce myself....You can call me Silkki.  I am a mother of 4 wonderful children, I have a 11 year old daughter, 5 year old daughter, 3 year old son and a 1 year old daughter (or at least that will be there ages as of December 2011)  I am very proud to be married to an amazing man who stole my heart.  Who unfortunately broke it too.  But not a bad break really.  He joined the military and I support him unconditionally but some times it is very hard.  I believe the military is not the place to raise a family and unfortunately that's what we are doing now.  But it's okay.  He isn't taking too much time away from us so that's not too bad.  I just get upset when I think of the life he now has that we are not a part of.  It hurts my feelings knowing he's way out wherever doing whatever and we aren't doing it with him :(  I know it's kind of stupid and I will get over it eventually, but I still don't have to like that he's having fun exploring new land without me.  I love my husband very much and I will always be here for him.  Our children miss him when he's away but they don't really get upset with it.  They know that "Daddy is at work" and they are okay with that.  We even made calendars for each so they can cross out the days until daddy comes home.  I keep really busy with the children who some days are not as helpful as others but all in all they are wonderful.  I love my little family very much.  Well that is my introduction for now I guess, my babies are up from a nap so I have to get back to doing the best job in the world.  "Gotta earn those smiles and kisses, you know!"